Change

"If you have always done it that way, it is probably wrong." -Charles Kettering

I am happy now. I have no reason at all to be happy. I have a reason to crawl under my bed and hide, but i'm not going to. Because if you don't keep your head up and struggle on past whatevers bothering you, you are never going to move on in life. Well I don't know about you. But I wouldn't.

So. Change. It isn't always for the best but what people don't realise is in the long run it will usually improve an aspect of your life. Of course people make mistakes. If I could go back in time there are definately a few things I would like to undo.

Like my hair. I hate it. (I know people are probably laughung at me for writing this but I just need to assure you my hair is NOT the center of my life.) But anyway I got it cut about 2 months ago and I really hate it. I liked it long but I had a moment of madness in the hairdressers and asked her to cut it short. When she was finished I really hated it but instead of sulking I decided to make the best out of the situation. I wear it up and I know it will grow back soon. It's only hair!

But anyway. I feel like my life is suddenly changing. Sometimes for the better sometimes for the worse. I don't even know how it's changing but I think i'm finally looking at more important things in life...

So to celebrate this "clearing out the closet" I have decided to decorate my room (: dark green and cream. I don't want pink or baby colours because I finally feel like I am growing up a bit and I have had pink walls my whole life and now it is time for a change.

Someone let me know if you want to help me paint my room, yes?